Wednesday, June 28, 2006

... i'm only happy when it rains ...

we got our adopteds [read: slaves] today n i pronounce myself dissapointed... i wanted monkey! well... it cud hav been worse... but i just so dun get them... their policies r all screwed up... popular people won't do their jobs? what shite policy is that? thank god we r stepping down... i dun think i could take another month of this crap board n their stupid !$#$%# attitude...

*Glorious despair*

Oh, u stir my feelings...
as if my feelings were in a couldron...
u stir n stir n stir....
chanting ur name...
i hear it repeatedly...
again n again...
in my head...
it reverbrates...
ur name

Oh, u disturb my sleep...
i wake in the wee hours of morning...
to realise it was all but a dream...
u and me...
in the same room...
i face u...
u face me...
u, with a blank look...
me, hopeful that u
will provide me answers
to questions
that have taunted n tortured me...
answers forever eluding me...

ARGH! the agony...
u...
taken from me...
questions left unanswered...
distress...
what should i do?
feint a faint?
maybe that way u'll take pity on me
n u'll return to me...
so that perhaps
i may fill in your blank face
with meaningful words?
or maybe absolute rubbish...
just so that
i have the satisfaction that
i have completed u

NO! time's up!
u... taken away...
questions unanswered keep me awake at night...
and i wake up...
palms sweaty...
heart beating like a drum...
but why, oh why
do u taunt n tease me?
make me feel so young and dumb?

*tidur tak lena...
...makan tak kenyang*

oh... now despair...
maybe later glory?

why, oh why?
oh SPM... (o.O)

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