but i trusted you...

something lisa sent me on 3rd December...

'4 DECEMBER 2006. 1 hari lagi. Tarikh bersejarah yg x dicatat dlm buku teks, bagi semua penduduk tkt 5.Bendera Penjajah SPM akan diturunkan,bermakna kami tlh berjaya memperoleh kebebasan. Darurat "duduk rumah study" akan dibubarkan.Perjuangan bermati-matian akan sentiasa dihargai.'


(0.o)"

FREEDOM! FREEDOM! FREEDOM!!!!!

this whole idea of being 'free' sux... coz its just a blanket over your eyes... and besides... its temporary...

i DON'T wanna rant abt exams... i might just cry... splashing tears on the keyboard and getting electrocuted is NOT the way i wanna spend my first day of the hols... wet keyboards can electrocute a person, right?

so.. lets rewind to yesterday..
to you-know-who-u-r who probably doesn't read this blog [howshouldinoe?thisbloghasbeendead4ages!!!!#^%$]...
i hope you're happy knowing that u ruined the last day of school for me... and in MV too! i nearly burst out crying in carrefour! the new plan totally sux! i can't believe u could actually do that to me! sure... ur reasons aren't baseless... but that doesn't make me less angry...

to be honest... the reason y i'm angry was not coz i wasn't consulted when u made the decision... i did feel left out but the main reason i am angry is coz the plan was meant to keep us united... have fun 2gether.. i'm angry because this was the one thing that would unite our gang (70%) and the plan was one i've been waiting to do for a whole TWO years!(30%)... ok ok its actually 55%/45%... but still... u let me down...

enough ranting... when i c u next... n that will be soon... i hope u know what u have to say... sorry is NOT a cure...


p.s.: against all odds... i have returned to blogging!!! [see sue-y? i didn't back out!]
p.p.s: my second yahoo account got deleted! DAMN IT!