fireworks... grumble mumble

today was so... gay. lol. and full of junk food >< every other conversation was about gay-ness.. sigh... sometimes i wonder.. is it really that bad to be gay? do gay ppl think the same way abt straights? and where do the bi's fit in all of this? =P 'someone'.. ahem... once said

boys r so bangang!! they are SO frustrating! sometimes i wish i was bi. then i'd gain both ways!

lol ^^

i think it's really sad that people are not liked just because of their sexual preferences... i mean think abt it. if seuxal preferences were likened to colours... i would dislike yellow adorers... and brown lovers. *ick* unless ur chocolate =P

it's just so darn unfair. sigh. what if *I* found that i was gay? would it matter to my friends? i really don't know...

anyway... moving on from all these gay things...

i REALLY need to control my food intake T.T"

today alone i consumed...
-one packet of M&M's
-one packet of malteasers
-one of fuzzy's strawberry rocky stick things.
-three spearmint flavoured eclipses
-two mentos's
-one spicy chicken floss bun from rotiman
-two pieces of dream [cadbury white chocolate for y'all noobs]
-one red bean pau
-one indian pastry thing which i dunno how to spell but is shaped like a small white pouch filled with lentils and coconut
-one small bowl of lemon rice
-two tablespoons of nasi briyani [aunty murni, u rock!]
-one scoop of white rice
-three tablespoons of vegies n red capsicum n chicken in soy sauce [yeah... i've started eating vege >< ]

coupled with the fact that my ballet classes have been temporarily reduced from 3 classes to ONE class a week... i'm gonna be HUGE! sigh.. as if grade 8 wasn't hard enough already... i don't know y i expected it to be easy... like i could waltz in there and 'get it' on the first attempt. grade 8 is gonna be really hard work... ><


OMG! i can't f*cking stand those bloody fireworks anymore!!!!!! fyi, u damn bastards... THEY.ARE.ILLEGAL!! but of course... since ur rich SOB's.. u'll get away with it... stupid corrupted enforcement... grrr...