#260

EMO TAHAP DEWA...!!!

i can't believe i let the bus drive off without me...

i can't believe i took so long to respond...

i can't believe my legs failed me again...

I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M FLIPPING MISSING A CHANCE TO SEE MY GIRLS AGAIN!!! GAHHHH!

and yes... i can't believe i let TEN FRIGGIN POUNDS fly away just like that... sigh.

yes, in case u haven't realised yet... i'm talking abt my missed chance to witness my first ever nottingham games!! :(((

on the up side,

i ran today, for the first time since i got here... not so smart running in the cold without warming-up first... if i had, i'd prolly be on that bus right now...or maybe not.

also, i can sleep now...
and when i wake up, i can do more integration & analysis...
and i wont be spending on shopping and food and gifts and wtvr else...
i'm so poor it's not even funny... and its only the end of the first week of the month. sigh... matilah like this...