Sunday, July 25, 2010

wishin' on a fallin' star

So yes, I am in a bad place right now.

Confidence dashed, yet trying to keep up appearances comes naturally and sometimes surprisingly easy. The world is full of people who judge other people. Even I do it. Being on the receiving end is tough though... and I have so much respect for the people who go through it every day of their lives with no complaints.

There are so many things I want to say. But no where is safe. No one is safe. I want to trust people, I do... but who do I trust when I know there are people who will let me down? Even when I do find that person to talk to, how do I piece these feelings together and produce a string of words that make sense and don't just go:


AAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

1 comment:

jgt said...

I'd understand your AAAAAAAARRRRRGGHHHHHHHHHHH's :) *hugs*