i am really dissapointed and i just want you to know that although it doesn't effect me directly, your actions do hurt me. when we bacame friends all that time ago, i didn't think you would be capable of doing something like this... hurting all the people who care for you...
was the point of befriending me just to step over my head and in the process hurt me where it matters most... in my soul? you treat all those people who sincerly want to help you like a mattress... in fact, as comical as it sounds, a better example would be 'you treat us like LIQUID PAPER'
You'd use us to correct your mistakes and then throw us aside without a thought... you'd even use us to vandalise objects (don't think i've forgotten the bitching sessions)... but if you got caught, you'd declare you had nothing to do with it... the liquid paper didn't belong to you...
well, guess what?
FRIENDS DON'T TURN THEIR BACK... EVER...
So, i guess that means we aren't friends... in fact, we haven't been friends for TWO YEARS... it saddens me that you still think we are friends even after all the shit i had to go through because of you...
a few days ago, my friend asked me why i still bothered with you... after the many times you've betrayed us and used us... why did i care what you did? at that time... i didn't know...
days after, after much thought... i think i know why your actions still bother me... you see... another thing about 'friends' is...
FRIENDS FORGIVE EACH OTHER...
i know that it is highly unlikely that you read this... you've never bothered with anything i did anyway... i don't even know if you've SEEN my blog before... but i have to voice this out...i forgive you... but no, we will never be close friends... the next time you ask me something, the answer shall be no...
i do have a question for you though...all this while, i have been your friend... carrying out my duties as a true friend would...
the question is : were you ever MY friend?
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