Monday, April 07, 2008

empty window

As promised, important stuff shall still be blogged! ^^

Today was my very last ballet exam (assuming i won't continue dancing in the uk).

I feel kinda emotionless...

Before the exam, I figured I'd feel one of 3 things...
~sad, because its the closing of a very large chapter of my life.. ballet has been the only consistent thing about me, really.

~relieved, because the exam's over... haha yeah, ballet exam's just like any other exam... u feel the butterflies before-hand and the relief after... only difference is that there's no eraser or liquid paper to correct your answers.. (",)

or
~emo... (emo does not equal sad btw..) because i probably won't be seeing my ballet friends FAMILY for a long time after this... :(

What i didnt expect was this emptyness inside of me...


My specialness is gone... =(


You know how most people have a defining feature? If i was asked to define myself in 10 words,one of them would have been ballet. Now, I'm down to 9 words...sigh.



I'm not the best dancer in class..


I don't have the greatest body


I have ZERO stamina...






But somehow... i still loved it...




Maybe one day,i'll pick up ballet again... one thing's for sure...


MY KIDS ARE SO GONNA BE ENROLLED IN BABY BALLET THE SECOND THEY TURN 4!!! ;)



wye yee and elaine: lyrique


flower power!!!


shermayne and me: poetique


elaine: dramatique [absolute gorgeousness]

celine's running awayyy!!! :poetique


sher mayne is a watercolour painting... : valse printemps

[admit it: i am an awesome accidental photographer! ^^]


tara: demi-character
carmen: valse printemps
myself and shermayne: getting ready for poetique


before class starts... tying hair in the other studio

entree line up: mavis, charmaine, carmen, sue han


run sher mayne run!! : valse printemps

fly elaine fly! : mazurka


throw tara throw! : dramatique

[LOL... seriously, i am the BEST accidental photographer! ^^]

WYE YEE!!!! i'm so sorry i'm gonna miss genting!!! :((((

have crazy fun anyway!!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE!!!

miss you all already :(
xoxo

[edit 9:11pm : i just found out that cik rahimah, my form 5 pjk teacher passed away today after a long battle with cancer. RIP, cik rahimah... you were the best pjk teacher ever..]

2 comments:

zulle said...

awwwwwwwww:( i'm going to miss you sasha!

Anonymous said...

Yeah... Ms Rahimah passed away at 6pm... I'm gonna miss her... She was a kind and nice lady. May she rest in peace...